We Are Not Alone

Almost one month I have been staying in hospital, every day I always take medicine, my tongue feel bitter because of it. But as you know, my life is more bitter than the medicine. Besides that, my condition down every days, nothing change even though I took medicine every day. So I decided to write letter for you, this my story since you and our family ignore and avoid me because of my orientation. Ah forget it, I hope you can read my letters Ronny,,,,, hehehehe. Sorry I didn’t make a joking, but you will see again Ronny. You will see the beautiful world again, I am serious and I guarantee all of my saying. I will ask my doctor, if I closed my eyes forever, please give my eyes to my brother. And you know Ronny, I just have one brother and it is you. Now, please smile Ronny. Suddenly Ronny stop to read Ryan letters “Doctor, so is it Ryan’s eyes? Is it Ryan letters also?”. The doctor answer Ronny’s question “Yes that is Ryan’s eyes, before he died, he told me and asked me to gi...

Day by day just my tears always accompany me, especially when Ronny and I graduated of senior high school. My dad asked Ronny about his favorite university, my dad wants Ronny to continue his study in favorite university. I’ve never heard the question like that to me, maybe my dad forgot or maybe he thought I just garbage or impurities that need to be in a waste. I didn’t know what should I do, sometime I feel hopeless and want to finish my life. But I thought it wasn’t good idea, I have to make they be happy before I close my eyes forever. I still remember when you and our parent went to your university together. It was your first time in university, and our parent want to make sure, you comfortable or not in your university. Yes it because they more love you than me. When all of you weren’t in home, I went to outside also to looking job, and I was glad a restaurant received me to work there. I will stay there, because the restaurant has mess for the employees. In the night I...

My name is Ryan, I lived in a hometown not too far from big city. Ah I have one old brother, his name is Ronny. Well, we are twin and we very happy with our life because we have the best mom and the best dad. They really love us. They always give everything that we want. As older brother, he always keeps me when our classmate tried to disturb me. He knew if his twin was not stronger than himself. I thought, my life was perfect that why I always thanks god because he gave me a treasure, yes that was my family. I couldn’t imagine if someday I lost them, I said in my heart “ ah impossible it will happen”. But one day, the storm comes to my life. The storm that made my life change 180 ° , and I have never thought it will happen in my life. I had to not told my family about myself, but my heart always asks me to tell the truth to them. Yes, not only my family, my teachers always says “you must be honest, although it was very painful, however it is better than you have to lie”. My m...